You are so close to me
\nIt would be so easy for me to walk into your arms
\nAnd forget about Him.
\nBut I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t shake Him off and neither can you
\nI think that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s killing you the most
\nBecause you see I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m still wearing His name.
\nIt\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s wrapped like a form fitting dress, leaving little room to breath but hugs every curve reminding me how good it feels to still be wanted.
\nIt constantly pinches me to remind me of my past passionate affair with Him which ended with my heart broken.<\/p>\n
You have no idea how badly I want to take that step, to enter those strong arms of you that are waiting for me to come and fall in love, be respect and appreciated.
\nI know I have to leave Him but His grip is strong and seducing so tight. When I attempt to leave, it pulls me back in.<\/p>\n
I need you so desperately, in the day, at night especially in the midnight hour where only you consume my thoughts and I feel more secure that I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve ever been.<\/p>\n
I need you want me desperately as selfish as it sounds. I want you to still want me; even though you see I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m still wearing His name.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
You are so close to me It would be so easy for me to walk into your arms And forget about Him. But I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t shake Him off and neither can you I think that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s killing you the most Because you see I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m still wearing His name. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s wrapped like a form fitting dress, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=155"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":156,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155\/revisions\/156"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=155"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=155"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.maryemontoro.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=155"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}